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Wednesday, February 18, 2015


有时候想了想
还是会觉得 当初我为什么不在马来西亚读大学呢
到国外留学到底是为了什么
但是既然已经决定了 也只能努力走下去 做到最好

也许是因为20年来第一次不在爸妈身边过年
所以今年格外惆怅
也许是因为在这里 其实很多时候 心里还是非常非常的空虚
总觉得 这也做不好 那也做不好
所以今早跟家人facetime的时候是突然间有想哭的冲动

看到已经几年没回家过年的哥哥姐姐都回家了
大家一直在发团圆饭的照片
心里突然空的不得了
真的会有一种‘我到底为什么来这里’的感觉
也许在国内的朋友们都不能了解我的感受
但是真的非常羡慕你们
也非常的想念你们
想念和你们在一起过的无忧无虑的日子
在这里重新开始
就是要考虑到学习 人际关系 各种生活的大小事 
要考虑到钱到底为什么花了这么多 要处处省钱 还有自己的纪律

说实在的 在这里
对我来说最难搞的就是人际关系
虽然认识的人不少
但都是不能到那种没心没肺相信你的地步
无论如何这里的人与人之间 还是会有一层隔阂存在
也许是我不够好不够大方才遇不到真心的朋友
但是很多时候我是真的不知道要如何去解决这个问题
所以就这样放任它 唉

我真的衷心希望 接下来的一切 都能好好的





Thursday, January 1, 2015


天知道我有多感激 在这个地方 还可以遇到一个我可以无条件相信的朋友 真的谢谢你 非常




Sunday, December 21, 2014


握你的左手 散落在我手中的是溫柔
曾經給你太多 傷心過 過後總會寬闊
握你的溫柔 散落在我心中的是錯過
我需要寂寞 來撫摸 雨季中百花凋落過後的沉默

也許就逐漸忘了有多久





Thursday, December 18, 2014


最近总是在夜深人静的时候觉得有点忧桑
又有点寂寞

一个人独自过来这里
刚开始的时候真的一个朋友也没有
是一个很善良的槟城朋友约了我出去吃晚餐
虽然从来没见过他
他还是很热心的请我吃了我在这里的第一顿饭
想再回想起来真的觉得特别特别的感激他
虽然这样 但是始终不是住同一个区 上课也不一样班
所以也只有偶尔出来吃一顿饭
实在觉得槟城人真的特别善良
像我班上的一个槟城同学
真的特别善良
虽然嘴上总说我烦
但每次功课不会还是会热心地教我
上课有时会不小心睡着 他也会把刚才老师说得都简要地解释给我听
也总会关心我会不会 听不听得懂
虽然遇到的都是善良的朋友
但因为他们本来就已经有自己的朋友圈子 所以平时也不会特意地聚在一起

看到香港的同学一大群一大群香港人聚在一起 一群外国人聚在一起喝酒
真的会特别特别的羡慕
我真的好久没和一大群朋友聚了
真的好久没有可以从一开始就笑到最后的感觉了
好想念。。。。

看到班上同学一个一个说已经有女朋友了
有个同学的女朋友还从newcastle飞过来找他
真的特别羡慕
在这陌生的异乡 谁不想有一个可以依靠的肩膀
我真的是一个特别没安全感的女子
晚上没抱抱枕睡总是睡得不安稳
看到朋友都跟男朋友女朋友撒娇什么的
真的是有人疼有人宠的孩子才可以这么做
没人疼的孩子只能自己坚强 就算内心有多么的想哭 外表也要看起来坚强
至少还没遇到那个人之前 不能软弱 绝对不能

偶尔会想起以前的事情
会觉得特别的对不起一个人
当时特别的不懂事
也确实是因为有人惯着 才会如此为所欲为
现在想起总会觉得自己太不对了
所以觉得还是会有报应的 在自己身上
无法好好的说抱歉 是因为真的太愧疚了
想到都会觉得当时的你应该有多心酸
其实我一直都没有忘记
真的对不起 真的



真的好想回家









Saturday, December 6, 2014


So finally after more than a year I'm here again
it's because I suddenly saw someone's blog and suddenly recall
OH i actually have a blog

So I'm now in UK
studying
It feels good and not good to be here
the good thing is new environment new friends new people new culture
the bad thing is homesick, and new friends too

Homesick
the reason is I seriously miss Penang food so damn much
and of course my family relatives and friends
when I'm in Penang there's food everywhere
even at home
my mom will cook good food for me
the food here in UK is too expensive
even eating in a Chinese restaurant i need to spend at least 6 pounds for food
and I love Penang food too much
and Milo
bcoz i didnt bring any. Which is a very sad case

New friends
the thing about new friends
is that you can know how scary the true world actually is
of course there're nice people who treats you really good
there's one Chinese girl here who always cooks good food for me
and certain classmates are really really nice to me
but there's also people who make you feel scared
like those kind of people who are double sided
and you won't know when to believe them and when to not

However
no matter how terrible i feel
(I'm actually feeling quite good recently)
I still have to bear this for at least 6 months
get past the CNY damn homesick thingy
before I can go home
DAMN!
All i hope is i can have a peaceful uni life
it doesnt need to be very happy and enjoyable
just give me a peaceful life.






ANDDDD to show everyone my one and only boyfriend-idol *shy*
it's actually my first time being so crazy about someone





KOREA DAEBAK

Wednesday, June 5, 2013





Heyllo
Went for a trip to Korea for 8 days 7 nights
I've always wanted to go there
since Korean dramas and k-pop influenced us so much. hahaha
Korea is a really really awesome place and i would like to go there again and again and again

since the photos are too many
i would post the third day's photos only (too lazy ._.)
these are all taken at jeju-do
which is located and the southest part in Korea
and it's the biggest island of Korea

we got off the plane and walked out of the airport of jeju island
just as we stepped out 
we can feel the very strong wind
the wind is really really strong there
as the air is very refreshing
totally different from Seoul's

So we went to the teddy bear museum
and saw a lot of very cutey teddy bears
so it was all about taking photos and posing -.-










p/s: a gift from someone. AHA














next we went for lunch and ate this meat which is known as black pork 
really really tasty!
a must-try at jeju!


















next is a cultural village
those natives of jeju island live there
and this is how they collect rainwater
which is really special









these two are called dol hareubang
which is also known as stone grandfather
people say newly-weds in Korea must come to jeju for honeymoon
and touch it
i forgot whether touching it's tummy or head you would get a son or daughter or vice versa
they were like gods or something
interesting 










ah these are the very famous tangerines in jeju
a product specially from jeju

















next is my favourite destination!

Seongsan Ilchulbong

it's a really really really beautiful and wonderful place
as you climb up the mountain and look down
the view is so magnificent!
but too bad that day we went it was raining
so there was a lot of fog
but it's still very pretty
and one thing
as i mentioned earlier
the wind at jeju is really really strong
so there's no use using an umbrella
the wind will just blow it away. hahah
so we used raincoats instead.














to conclude this trip to Korea, i would use the words

AWESOME & UNFORGETTABLE


















YAY










Christma-s ;





Let's sing Merry Christmas;
And a Happy Holidays :)


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Thursday, April 25, 2013





这首很好听很感动的歌 第一次听的时候都快哭了
mv非常感动
青峯把词曲都写得很好很好 唱到我的心里去了
每一句歌词都非常有意思
写给他已去世的爸爸



長大後 我們的存在像塵埃
我們的距離被拉開
有時相處很難 想很多 話很短

我要爬上你的肩膀
我要眺望你的遠窗
我忘了問 什麼樣的倔強
讓我們不說一句真心話

我要長成你的翅膀
我要拂去你的滄桑
我忘了說 心裡面的願望
始終是要你的肯定啊
從你溫柔眼眶 綻放

這時候 我們的心變得柔軟
放下了父子的身段
知道時間太晚 不要躲 不要散

我要爬上你的肩膀
我要眺望你的遠窗
我忘了問 什麼樣的倔強
讓我們不說一句真心的話

我要長成你的翅膀
我要拂去你的滄桑
我忘了說 當我仔細回想
腦海最珍貴的一幅畫
是你載著我 叮嚀我
要我抓牢你身旁
安心在你背後 飛翔

記憶中 我們的一切
隨著你老去的臉
成為永遠





亲爱的 我只想珍惜现在有你在的每一时每一刻 :')